I don’t know how to do this. I can’t describe this pain. How can a happy, hyper little girl go from jumping in my car after school sucking on a lollipop and telling me about her day to dying on a bed in the ER covered in tubes and wires less than 24 hours later? I don’t even know what to say or what to do. This life we have is now too quiet, nowhere near as fun or funny and it doesn’t make sense without Madison. She is the reason for so much of who we are in this family. Just pure joy
